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1.Q Tell me about the first time you remember being thrilled.
1.A Sexual thrill is easiest for me to remember: I was 6 and a teacher threatened to put me over her knee and give me 'a good old-fashioned spanking'
2.Q What’s the slightest thing to have thrilled you?
2.A A new female acquaintance mentioned, off-handedly, that she 'was never spanked'. The simple fact that she had used the word 'spanked' thrilled me--even though it was used in a negative context
3.Q What’s the most frightening yet thrilling thing you’ve done?
3.A Age 11: going down rapids on a makeshift raft
4.Q Tell me why you’re not completely sensible.
4.A God knows! I'm just very, very lucky, I guess.
5.Q What’s the most uninhibited thing you’ve ever done?
5.A Sitting surrounded by drunken fascists, I proudly declared myself to be Irish; and offered to fight the whole man-jack of them
6.Q What have you considered doing for pleasure but were too concerned about the risks?
6.A Putting my stroppy wife across my knee. She would kill me if I tried it!


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7.Q Describe the event in one sentence (there’s time to expand later)
7.A Dressed as a18th century French aristocrat, I had my bottom whipped by a woman dressed as a robber-girl
8.Q Tell me a bit about yourself around this time.
8.A I was in my late-twenties and, barely, earning a living as an actor. The incident took place, back-stage, during a production of The 'Snow Queen'.
9.Q List the sequence of events leading up to your thrill. Try to remember how you felt at each stage. The smallest detail could be important (this is your chance to expand).

I was in the dressing-room waiting for my call. Another man was present. A female actor, playing the robber-girl, came off stage in a state of exhilaration--the audience's applause echoing down the stairs after her. She came into the men's dressing-room, carrying a riding-crop. She had spotted it as she was passing the props cupboard. There she stood, in her
raggedy costume, swishing the crop through the air. She enquired of us:
are either of you kinky?

'Yes! I am,' I replied, 'I love being caned and spanked. You can cane me if
you like!'

I leaned over the back of a chair--presenting my silk-clad bottom as her

10.Q What were your thoughts and feelings at the precise moment of thrill?
10.A As the swift and bitter strokes struck smartly home, I felt as if held in a flying eagle's talons: pain; comfort; exhilaration--were all components of the experience.
11.Q What did you do afterwards?
11.A I squeezed her hands and kissed her on the lips. Then my call came through the PA. I went on stage and found myself giving my best performance of the run (much more foppish and camp than hitherto the case).
12.Q What were the risks?
12.A Her offer might have been 'only joking'; when I bent over the chair she might merely have laughed at me. The man who was present might have made some scornful comment.
13.Q What did you imagine other people thought of you during and after the event?
13.A I imagine she was taken aback to find such a willing recipient. I imagine the other man present was, perhaps, a little envious.
14.Q How often do you think about the event, and why?
14.A It's difficult to quantify but I do think about it fairly often. I do so because it was the very first time I had expressed my desires in public and with such inhibition.
15.Q Some people probably don’t understand how such a thing can thrill you; explain it to them.
15.A Different strokes for different folks--I just prefer my strokes on the backside
16.Q What three changes could have made the experience better, and why?
16.A 1) more time to savor the experience, both: the actual caning, and its finale.
2) I feel I ought to have offered to reciprocate
3) It would have been nice to get to know the woman more; but I haven't seen her since.
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