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1.Q |
Tell me
about the first time you can remember being thrilled. |
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1.A |
Ah, my
first true love. The minute our eyes met. I was 15 yrs. old.
We’ve carried on a love affair, off and on, for the past
37 years. We’ve both been married to other people, but
never to each other. |
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2.Q |
What's been your most frightening
thrill ever? |
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2.A |
Hmmmm,
probably the canopy tour in Costa Rica. Zipping along cables
thru the treetops, along with the Monkeys. In places you could
see the ground, 100 to 150 feet below.
The Batman roller coaster at 6 flags was a close second………… |
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3.Q |
What's the smallest or slightest
thing to have thrilled you? |
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3.A |
The touch
of a stanger’s hand in passing. In a crowd. Ours eyes
met for just a second. I have a feeling that he Felt the same
electricity I did. He had that same surprised look that I imagine
I did. But we were going different directions and we just kept
going. |
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4.Q |
Tell me
why you're not a sensible person. |
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4.A |
I’ve
been married 3 times. The first two were such complete disasters
that any sensible person wouldn’t have done it again! |
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5.Q |
What were
you doing the last time you were really bored? |
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5.A |
Sitting
in a Dr’s office waiting room….for 2 hours. |
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6.Q |
What's
the most uninhibited thing you've ever done? |
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6.A |
Made love
in the woods above a lake where people were fishing, etc. Hmmmm,
then there was that body painting party back in the 60’s. |
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7.Q |
What things
have you considered doing for thrill, but were too concerned
about the risks? |
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8.Q |
I always
dreamt about being a paramedic, driving an ambulance and saving
lives; what about you? |
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8.A |
Nope. Not
my idea of fun. I would get a bigger thrill out of taking a
year off, getting a house in a secluded area and writing a book.
It really wouldn’t matter if it was a “great novel”,
it would just be the shear pleasure of doing it. I’ve
always wanted to take a ride in a hot air balloon tho…….. |
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To answer
these next 14 questions, you should think about a particular
time you were thrilled. |
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9.Q |
Describe
this thrill in a nutshell, in one sentence. (there's time to
expand later) |
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9.A |
1. Working
in my studio and having the piece I was working on take on
a life of its own.
2. Whitewater rafting in Costa Rica. |
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10.Q |
Where and
when did it take place? |
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10.A |
1. In
my studio, a year or two ago.
2. Penas Blancas River, Costa rica. It has since been dammed
and is now a lake. |
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11.Q |
Tell me
a bit about yourself around this time. |
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11.A |
1. I
was about 50. I was working on something that was frustrating
me. It wasn’t doing what I wanted it to do. My personal
life was good, but mundane. My health was poor which was annoying
me greatly.
2. about the same time as one. But this was my first tripoutside
the US. It was a big step for me to go to a foreign country
with just myself and my son. And I didn’t speak the
language…
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12.Q |
How did
the moment arise? Was it planned? |
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12.A |
1. No.
I was just working and everything fell into place. The piece
took on a life of its own. I ended up making something Entirely
different than I had planned. It was beautiful. I shouldn’t
Have sold it.
2. Yes, it was planned. But when I looked at that river,
and all Those rapids and rocks and I thought about how weak
I was after Having been sick for so long, it scared the socks
off me. I got into The raft anyway. So very glad I did. |
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13.Q |
List the
sequence of events leading up to your thrill, and how you felt
at each stage. The smallest detail could be important (this
is your chance to expand). |
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13.A |
1. I’m
working. I’m frustrated. Nothing is turning out the
way I want. I really want to take a hammer and beat something
into a shapeless mass. Instead, I closed my eyes, took several
deep breaths and just let go. When My hands started to move
again I just let them go. I didn't need to think, plan, Devise
nothing. It was like a flow that started somewhere on the
other end of The universe and I somehow found myself in the
stream. It exited through my Fingers and into my materials.
Exaltation is a good word. The end Product was riveting. Wherever
she is now, I hope she is happy. (It was asculpture. I had
originally been working on a necklace……)
2. On the river bank, nervous, scared even. Feeling like
I can’t possibly do this, and what the hell am I doing
here? Then we’re on the water. I’m managing, but
it’s a 4 hour trip and it’s only 20 minutes into
it, and already I’m getting tired………Then
wham, it just rolled over me. The glowing joy, the sheer thrill
of being alive. A connection with my environment? Or the whole
universe? Who knows? Who cares. Every drop of water is a sparkling
gem. Every set of rapids a deep, abiding laughter of the soul.
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14.Q |
At the
exact moment of thrill, how did your mind and body feel? |
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14.A |
1&2:
My mind was completely still and moving a million miles per
second. My body was charged up with enough energy to light up
NY city. Weightless. Inexhaustible. Overwhelming joy. |
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15.Q |
What thoughts
were going through your head? |
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15.A |
I don’t
remember exactly. I was thinking in entire concepts and emotions,
not in words. Wow! Is good, but doesn’t come close to
doing it justice. |
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16.Q |
What did
you do immediately afterwards? |
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16.A |
1. Sat
back and admired her. It was a pate de verre sculpture of
a cat. Simple. Elegant.
2. Leaned back in the seat of the bus that took us back to
the city. Smiled a lot. Ached with pleasure. |
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17.Q |
What were
the most likely things that could have put you off going through
with it? |
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17.A |
1. I
had a lot of other commitments and commissions I needed to
be working on.
2. My physical health. |
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18.Q |
How
were other people important to your thrill? |
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18.A |
1. They
weren’t. This was between me and my muse.
2. My eldest son was with me. The trip was a gift to him
for his high school graduation. Being able to share the experience
with him was priceless. I could tell that he was enjoying
it as much as I was. Which made it even better.
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19.Q |
What do
you imagine other people were thinking throughout your thrilling
episode? |
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19.A |
1. Nobody
else was around.
2. Everyone was having a good time. There were 5 of us in
the raft. One was the guide, I doubt that he was thrilled.
It’s a fun job I’m sure, but he did this every
day. The other couple, I don’t know. There wasn’t
much time for conversation. Even tho we all had to work as
a team, we each seemed to be in our own worlds for the most
part. |
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20.Q |
Some people
probably don't understand how such a thing can thrill you; explain
it to them. |
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20.A |
1. Think
of something you find truly beautiful. Something you have
knowledge of, but not a lot of experience in the area. Then
find your hands beginning to create something in that vein.
The more you let go, the better it gets. Then you just stop
thinking altogether, and it just happens. And you sit back
and look and you’re amazed at what you’ve just
done.
2. It’s whitewater rafting? How can it not be thrilling/exciting?
Every now and then you have to pit yourself against the elements.
It’s how we know that we’re alive, not just moving
thru some unending dream. |
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21.Q |
Why were
certain objects or equipment important to your thrill? |
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21.A |
1. Without
the tools of my trade, I couldn’t have created her.
2. A raft is a definite plus when whitewater rafting. |
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22.Q |
If you've
done something like this before, how does the last time compare
to the first time you did it? |
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22.A |
1. Each
time is like it’s the first time, because each piece
is something brand new and unique unto itself. Every time
it happens it generates an excitement that overcomes pain,
exhaustion, inertia, whatever. It’s like shifting to
another plane that is just a wee bit out of sync with the
everyday one we live in.
2. The first time was the best. But then, the second time
was a different river, not as challenging, but still beautiful.
But somehow the charge just wasn’t the same. |
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23.Q |
If
you did it again, what things could be added or changed to make
it even better? |
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23.A |
Nothing.
This is not something you can predict or plan. It is something
that happens to you as much as it is something that you happen
to do. |
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Is there
anything you want to add? |
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Having
had a couple of near death experiences, I think I find things
in life more thrilling than I did before those events occurred.
Sometimes I can get a rush just from seeing goldfinches in
my sunflowers. Sometimes the thrill is set off by a line in
a song or poem. While not all thrills are connected with joy,
I think the best ones are. It’s not something easily
put into words.
As an artist, my view of what constitutes a “thrill”
may be a bit skewed, who knows? |
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